To alot of people my character and attitude sucks, I do agree! This is what i am, People who really know mi well they will understand what kind of person i am, but people who don't....ya with NO doubt, they think i making use of my close friends. If really wanna make use for the person you don't need make use then stop then start again, because they will eventually know what kind of person are you! But what for to let all the people understand deep down inside of you, to understand what kind of person you are?! Sometimes you will tend to be hurt even more by your close friend as they know everything about you. Sometimes people misunderstand so what, Not all people show their true self to others what, unless you are really very close to your Friends for years..... i do really Often regret that what i have spoken; but never regret that I am silent, as sometimes silent is better then saying more and more wrong things to create more problems...! I have learned that to be with those I like is enough, No one can take away my freedom to choose how I will react. In this world not all people character and attitude is like by others as nobody is perfect